Lent. One of my favorite seasons of the year. A time to find our "Desert", to re-center ourselves, to be strengthened to continue our mission. A time of quiet and sacrifice; a time when we examine closely our defects and failings and make a tangible resolution to improve. The season to enter into the "Desert" with Jesus. Not to be tempted (although surely that will come), but to be prepared, as Jesus was during his 40 days fasting and praying in the barrenness. Our Lenten practice is typically one of "giving up" or taking something away in order to fill it with God. This year, as a community we are making a sacrifice of "doing" not something extra, but trying more actively to be aware of God in our daily reality. We have in our Rule of life to maintain moderate silence during the day in the convent. This can be a challenge, since we like to share with each other and spend time working closely together. However, this Lent we are all making an effort to stay more recollected and quiet without neglecting our duties of being hospitable, friendly and welcoming. This practice has been refreshing and really allowed me to conciously turn my thoughts to our Lord throughout the day, before beginning a new project, while working or reading and to be more respectful and considerate of my Sisters and fellow Aspirants. It has really allowed me to quiet my heart and be aware of God's presence in the little graces received: a smile and quick hello, a beautiful pink sunrise, the stars twinkling overhead, icecream on Sunday ... all the ways He shows how He loves us! I pray that you are able to really be present to those around you and recognize the many little graces He has given you.
I've also been reflecting on the strength and courage of our Holy Father. Our Good Shepherd has led us faithfully these past 8 years and is now selflessly resigning to best provide for the needs of our Church. We had a farewell party to celebrate the legacy "Papa Bene" has left. We had traditional German food including 'Potato Pope Pancakes', a slide show of Pope Benedict XVI and hid some pictures of a German Shepherd (his nickname) around for Sisters to find and win a prize. We shared stories and listened to a message from the Pope himself about his resignition. It was a nice way to show our unity with the Church and sorrow at losing such a humble leader. We watched his final Papal Audience today and heard him say, "Loving the church also means having the courage to make tough choices," and even as the Church passes through stormy seas, "God will not let her sink." We have much to pray for in the coming days as the Cardinals gather for the conclave to elect our new Pope.
April, my first real conversation about Catholicism was with Cindy and Jaimie when I had to do a report on a different part of my own culture. This was right after Pope John Paul II had passed and I accompanied them to St. Isidore's for the first time. The next year I "participated" in Lent for the first time. This year I have thought about that time a lot - and you. I have been praying for you friend. Hope you are well.
ReplyDeleteI should clarify that "different part of my own culture" meant that I had to explore a part of my own culture I was not familiar with.
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